He felt like he’s unloved. No matter how other people tell him that he’s special and loved by many, he just can’t accept it easily, for he can’t feel what he supposes to feel from his family. He felt like he was the black sheep of the bunch. He lost his appetite in studying for their future. He felt like there’s never a good thing that he did for them. He can’t seem to understand why her mom scolds him whenever he is staying at his friends’ home, when in fact, all he can receive is a continuous yell from them whenever he stays home. He can’t really find the utter “family in a home” And no matter how hard he fights for himself, he always loses for he is just a son. He feels unappreciated. And that’s the very reason why he can’t still find himself. All this time. And it hurts. A lot.